There is a wound you have been working on. You know its name. The father wound, the mother wound, the abandonment thing, the anger that lives somewhere in the body and surfaces at family dinners.

There is a project you have not started. You know the one. It has a folder, possibly several. It has research behind it, bookmarks, a rough plan, maybe a domain name. What it does not have is existence.

There is a kind of person who arrives at this inquiry without a crisis. The children have left. The parents have been cared for, and buried, and their affairs wrapped up.

There is a piece of advice that has become almost universal in modern self-help, and it sounds like wisdom: you are not your thoughts. Step back. Observe the storyteller. Watch the narrator at work.

In 2023, researchers at MIT’s Picower Institute for Learning and Memory published a finding that deserves more attention than it received outside neuroscience. Recording from electrode arrays across four regions of the cortex in two macaque monkeys, from primary sensory areas through to the prefrontal cortex, they measured what happens when propofol anaesthesia is administered.